The question isn’t who’s going to let me, the question is who’s going to stop me.

I woke up the the new numbers of 158.6 I was to tired to dance with joy but it made me real happy. Tomorrow I hope to be fasting. Mainly cause today went to shit. Sigh. I didn't eat a lot but it still made me feel sick. Lately whenever I eat it make me feel sick. No clue why. Has happened for the last three or four days but its cool. Helped me get to this new weight! Tomorrow i have a list of things to do to keep me busy. Includes going to buy some summer bottoms. Pants are just to hot. I was looking at some and found a pair I really like so. Then I will be cleaning out my car and fixing up my room. Hopefully I will get some laundry in when I'm done. After all the work is done I will reward myself with some Korean dramas and the go to bed. Going to try to cut out all soda. Just water. Also I want to stop eating candy and sugar. I don't eat a lot of it now but i would like to stop completely. Having a lot of trouble dealing with people lately. Just don't want to be around anyone. I want to be left alone but i cant. I have work and family. And everyone is fighting at work. Plus my mom is kind of needy and my father is....well he is my father. If you don't want to talk he gets pissy. A girl got hurt at work on Friday. Some friends at work and i took her some flowers. I so enjoyed seeing her smile when she saw them.

Love Jane